It was almost 4 years ago when my son Devin passed away. And yesterday when my 31 year old son disrespected me. And for a mom to let go of a living child. It has to be something that has happened repeatedly. I have had a long road on both sides of the spectrum. It’s time to live and love myself. I miss my son Devin so much. Because he didn’t get a choice. He had The sweetest soul I ever seen in a person.